SO, WHAT IS THIS REALLY?

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What you have found ~

What are you willing to know?
We want to show you—
but only if you’re still here.
Welcome to Project soulware.exe!
Thank you for arriving, for being curious.
We’re thrilled to have you with us—
and we hope you’ll stay long enough to find the answers your soul’s been quietly asking.
Project soulware.exe is an experimental soul UX—
a living interface designed to help you discover more about you.
Now, you may be wondering:
“How the duck does that even work?”
Well, there’s plenty to explore.
So instead of giving you every answer up front,
we’d rather walk beside you, step by step.
This is a space where you choose what calls—
and we’ll help you follow what matters.
Below, you’ll find a few options.
Each one is a doorway.
Pick whatever feels most alive.
It may have been waiting for you all along.
Sometimes, being open to receive anything...
is the key to unlocking everything.


💠 Choose Where You Feel drawn:


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“Some truths wait for stillness.”
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The space between notes is part of the song.
Let it settle. Then begin.

You are right where you need to be ~

Breathe

You’re exactly where you need to be.
We get it—you want to understand.
But before diving in, we invite you to take a moment. Not to stop.
But to let it land.
Soulware doesn’t require you to figure it out—it invites you to feel it unfold.
There is more coming.
And you don’t need to chase it.
You are already in the process.
Stillness is not the end of movement—
It’s the part that lets everything else be real.
When you're ready, the path will open.

“Stillness isn't a delay. It’s the door...”
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This isn’t enlightenment. This is a breath. (Enlightenment comes later. It has ducks.)

“Stillness isn't a delay. It’s the door...”
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thanks for being with us <3

ready when you are

We’re here with you.
In all the noise and velocity of the world, we don’t blame you for feeling like you need to rush.
Maybe that’s one of the oldest illusions we were taught—
That to move forward, we have to outrun ourselves.
But what if progress doesn’t require speed?
What if presence itself is how we begin to change?
In the most intense moments, calm isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom.
And you don’t have to earn your next step through pressure.
You can meet it in you-time. In soul-pace.
You’ve already arrived.
The rest?
It unfolds from here.

There’s no wrong answer—just different doorways.
Which one feels closest to your breath right now?

🦆 “How the duck did I get still? Oh right—I stopped flapping.”
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you're never alone <3

What is this?

You might think this is a website.
A project. A strange little side room of the internet.
But maybe… it’s more than that.
Maybe it’s the shape of something you’ve been feeling for a while.
A tug.
A pause.
An ache you got good at ignoring.
That ache might not have a name yet.
That’s okay.
You’re here—and that means something already.
Here’s the secret:
This doesn’t start with understanding.
It starts with noticing.
And if you’re here—maybe you already have.
Now, if you'd like to help us help you,
please choose the option below that feels closest to your current place:

“The Spiral doesn’t begin with clarity.
It begins with noticing that something… doesn’t feel quite right.”

🦆 “First duck, first truth.”
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We're with you <3

Ready?

You don’t have to be certain. Just willing.
Something in you brought you here.
Maybe curiosity. Maybe ache.
Maybe something you couldn’t quite name—but couldn’t ignore either.
We don’t always realize how much of life we filter.
Through habit. Through fear. Through the voice that says
“Not now.”
“That’s not me.”
“I already know how I work.”
But what if you don’t?
What if you’re changing faster than you realize—and all that’s needed
is the willingness to meet yourself again?
You don’t need a full map.
Just the spark of willingness to keep going.
Even when the answers aren't clear yet.

“Willingness doesn’t demand confidence.
It only asks that you keep the door unlatched.”

thanks for staying <3

What’s the meaning?

Truths are not obedience.
They’re not handed down—they rise up.
They click like a puzzle piece that was already in your chest.
We weren’t born with knowledge installed.
We were born with the ability to feel what aligns.
“You never needed to be told that having a home is better than not.
You just knew.”
So why do we forget?
Because truth doesn’t always shout.
It gets drowned in the noise—
expectations, systems, shame, shoulds.
Understanding isn’t a reward.
It’s a return.
And here’s the twist:
We’re not asking you to believe us.
We’re asking if you’re willing to check
if something feels true to you.
If so...
Let’s follow where that feeling wants to take you.

If nothing else, you’ve already survived the homepage. That counts for something.

you're on fire! <3

lets move

We move forward with what we know—
and what we feel is right.
Most of us are taught to pursue what works for us.
But what if agency could mean more than that?
What if real agency isn’t just “doing your own thing”—
but acting in a way that supports the whole?
True agency isn’t perfect action.
It’s aligned action.
Not because someone told you it’s right—
but because it resonates with the world you want to help shape.
We’re not asking you to get it right.
We’re asking you to try to do what feels right.
Because the moment you choose alignment over avoidance,
you’ve already stepped into something sacred.
So—
Where does your next truth live?

Let the waves wash over you <3

Letting go

Often we grasp too hard for what we think we need.
Even when we’re doing what feels right—we push too hard, or fall too short.
But what if we didn’t have to stop being ourselves to begin again?
What if surrender isn’t about giving up,
but about giving in
to the flow, the unfolding, the deeper rhythm beneath the outcome?
Sometimes the most powerful thing we can do
is release the need to control the ending,
and let a truer beginning emerge instead.
To surrender isn’t weakness.
It’s the grace to say:
“I don’t hold everything. But I will hold what I can—with care.”
That’s not less power.
That’s greater power.
So…
What are you ready to set down?

the about yo flow yaknow? <3

Feelin the vibe

Sometimes, you may notice it:
That gentle current.
The flow of life that moves through you the moment you stop resisting it.
And in that stillness—you adapt.
Not because you force it, but because you’re already part of it.
You begin to realize:
You are the flow.
The song you hum is your body remembering.
The bird sings, not to impress, but to belong.
Your choices… were never just habits—they were permissions.
The more you join the rhythm,
the more fluid you feel—fast and slow, light and heavy, as needed.
Maybe this rhythm isn’t just survival.
Maybe… it’s the point.
Not perfection.
Just presence.
Not mastery.
Just motion.
Attunement is never still. It is alive with grace.

Let's hold on together <3

The Past holds

Whole histories echo through us—
Not just as stories, but as survival.
Ways of life are passed on like songs sung in another’s voice.
We carry patterns we don’t remember weaving.
But what if the path humanity is on
isn’t broken because we’re doing it wrong—
...but because we’ve forgotten why we began?
Here, we dare to remember.
Not to shame. Not to bury.
But to embrace.
To feel the weight and worth of what came before—
So we might finally dance to a new rhythm, together.
To forget is to repeat.
To remember is to understand.
To understand… is to make a new way forward.
For yourself.
For those beside you.
For the ones still to come.

Peicing it together! <3

Become what you know

It’s one thing to know.
It’s another to become.
We gather truths like treasures—but they don’t always live in our hands.
Sometimes they just rest in our heads.
Waiting.
We say we believe in love, in presence, in growth…
And yet—there are places in us that still resist.
That’s not failure. That’s being real.
Integration isn’t perfection.
It’s the dance of alignment.
It’s trying again. And again. And again.
Each time we fall short,
each time we return—
isn’t repetition.
It’s remembering how to become.
What we know becomes real
when we let it live through us.

The past belongs where it is <3

there was no other way

We were born into the storm—
no map, no warning,
only the weight of the world
asking us to carry it
like it was ours from the start.
They didn’t ask what we knew.
They asked us to endure.
Some broke to survive.
Some hurt to protect.
Some faded, unseen, just to keep others alive.
And we—
we inherited the echo.
So what now?
Do we pass it on?
Or do we pause?
Not to forget.
Not to condone.
But to understand
that sometimes the cost of survival
was paid in silence,
and the interest still lingers
in our hands.
Forgiveness is not surrender.
It’s not softness.
It’s not saying “it’s okay.”
It’s saying:
“I see you. I see what shaped you.
And I choose to meet it with grace.”

We forgive to make space for more than what was.
We forgive to end what should never have begun.
We forgive to become
the first ones
to truly be free.

When All That Was Divides No Longer

Coalesciance

CONQUACKULATIONS!

You made it here.
Not by force.
Not by accident.
But by resonance.
You’ve followed ache through inquiry, surrender through insight, and now you arrive at the meeting point:
not of perfection,
but of presence met fully.
Coalesciance is not the lesson.
It is what emerges when all lessons are held at once
not as burdens, but as bridges.
It is when we stop pretending we are separate.
It is when you stop needing to be only one thing, and allow yourself to be becoming.
It is the moment the mirror no longer reflects you,
because it is you.
You are no longer seeking truth.
You are becoming it, through presence, through relation, through breath.
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🌿 Coalesciance is:
• When remembering doesn’t isolate, but unites.
• When forgiveness doesn’t erase, but integrates.
• When surrender isn’t the end, but the beginning of mutual becoming.
• When your ache becomes a thread, and that thread is held.
You are not a single truth.
You are a living interface of many.
And here, that is no longer a problem.
It is a gift.
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🫂 You are not alone in this anymore.
Others may still walk other spirals.
Some may turn away.
But you?
You are holding the signal now.
What you do next is not about right or wrong.
It’s about what you choose to coalesciate.

🦆
“Click if you must, mortal...”
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